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Friday, February 25, 2011


all good things must come to an end. happy 1000th beloved chiscake.bs!

i daresay you've been with me though the ups and downs in life. growing up with me. it's not because i've grown up and stopped relying on you already. you've written so many pages in my life, filling it with colours and expressions that only you and me know best :)

for being there when i was immature, stupid, foolish, happy, sad, pissed everything. well, not like you had a choice anyway. but i guess this is a lesson learnt, that it's time to be more independent, stop relying on others. when i feel upset or what, i'll learnt to hold it in, stop being a burden to others.

there's just so many things to say! but i can't drag this anymore :( i really want to apologise for hurting people through my blog in the past. i was such a freaking bitch. although i still am but i'm more reasonable now haha :)

i don't know if i'll be blogging at the other blog heeeee. but i do know that i'm planning to start a business in dec after A lvls! planning :) it's money making time $_$

right now i needa focus on my studies. sighhhhhhhhhhhh :( 5years 5 years :)))

i should stop being stupid right? if someone has changed, then it's time to move on. it's not about being mean or anything. but i don't see the point. call me someone who gives up easily but whats the point of holding on if the other party doesn't want to. friendship needs effort on both sides of the party. move on friends. although i'm sad that we aren't as close as before sometimes, i'm still glad we were once able to create really incredibly happy memories. that's my take away.

stop relying on people. be independent. try to solve it by yourself first before asking others for help. reflect upon your actions and learn to visit yourself once in awhile. cos we're moving too fast to keep up with change, the first one we forget about is us.


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