 Saturday, January 15, 2011
we aren't close friends, but this is probably the only thing i can share my views on.
we all meet a certain someone in life. that person taught us things in life that we never knew, brightens up our life and for that moment of time, always being there. slowly bit by bit, feelings grow and before you know it, you're deeply involved in it.
at that moment in time i guess thats when life was at it's peak. just wanting to have more joy and form closer bonds with him.. close friends :) you might find yourself doing things for him that you yourself wouldn't do at all. he would be your priority. you just can't help not not doing things for him be it tangible or intangible.
but things started to change and you'll realise, maybe both are not meant to be. so near yet so far. trying to fight against the current of events that separated you from him, turns out that we're just drifting further and further away from each other, rendering it futile.
you might feel empty. as if something disappeared from you. like 'was everything worth it?' it depends. we'll blame ourselves for being stupid,dumb, being unable to control our emotions and everything else. we'll feel insecure and cautious about ourselves.
why were we holding on? wasn't it a pity to let go? why did we even let it start in the first place if we knew things were going to be this way?
but the other party doesn't wait.
we may have been foolish once but at least, this experience helps us toe the line. you can say it protects us. keep the happier memories for yourself. it's over already but you can say we once had memories that were irreplaceable by others, something that only you and him share.
but i'll have to salute you for being courageous and doing those which i would never dreamt of at all. i never got my answer, but you had yours.
it's impossible to totally detach yourself from all these mess, slowly but surely you'll be able to do it. you'll get out of it, you'll pull through. it's okay to be dumb once, and we won't be the next time round.
"'cos if both are so hesitant about something, doesn't it mean something?"
be strong :) it's mentally taxing but you can do it!!!
i don't know if this helps but. yeah. hahahaha :)
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Saturday, January 15, 2011
we aren't close friends, but this is probably the only thing i can share my views on.
we all meet a certain someone in life. that person taught us things in life that we never knew, brightens up our life and for that moment of time, always being there. slowly bit by bit, feelings grow and before you know it, you're deeply involved in it.
at that moment in time i guess thats when life was at it's peak. just wanting to have more joy and form closer bonds with him.. close friends :) you might find yourself doing things for him that you yourself wouldn't do at all. he would be your priority. you just can't help not not doing things for him be it tangible or intangible.
but things started to change and you'll realise, maybe both are not meant to be. so near yet so far. trying to fight against the current of events that separated you from him, turns out that we're just drifting further and further away from each other, rendering it futile.
you might feel empty. as if something disappeared from you. like 'was everything worth it?' it depends. we'll blame ourselves for being stupid,dumb, being unable to control our emotions and everything else. we'll feel insecure and cautious about ourselves.
why were we holding on? wasn't it a pity to let go? why did we even let it start in the first place if we knew things were going to be this way?
but the other party doesn't wait.
we may have been foolish once but at least, this experience helps us toe the line. you can say it protects us. keep the happier memories for yourself. it's over already but you can say we once had memories that were irreplaceable by others, something that only you and him share.
but i'll have to salute you for being courageous and doing those which i would never dreamt of at all. i never got my answer, but you had yours.
it's impossible to totally detach yourself from all these mess, slowly but surely you'll be able to do it. you'll get out of it, you'll pull through. it's okay to be dumb once, and we won't be the next time round.
"'cos if both are so hesitant about something, doesn't it mean something?"
be strong :) it's mentally taxing but you can do it!!!
i don't know if this helps but. yeah. hahahaha :)
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