 fine  Friday, February 25, 2011
all good things must come to an end. happy 1000th beloved chiscake.bs!
i daresay you've been with me though the ups and downs in life. growing up with me. it's not because i've grown up and stopped relying on you already. you've written so many pages in my life, filling it with colours and expressions that only you and me know best :)
for being there when i was immature, stupid, foolish, happy, sad, pissed everything. well, not like you had a choice anyway. but i guess this is a lesson learnt, that it's time to be more independent, stop relying on others. when i feel upset or what, i'll learnt to hold it in, stop being a burden to others.
there's just so many things to say! but i can't drag this anymore :( i really want to apologise for hurting people through my blog in the past. i was such a freaking bitch. although i still am but i'm more reasonable now haha :)
i don't know if i'll be blogging at the other blog heeeee. but i do know that i'm planning to start a business in dec after A lvls! planning :) it's money making time $_$
right now i needa focus on my studies. sighhhhhhhhhhhh :( 5years 5 years :)))
i should stop being stupid right? if someone has changed, then it's time to move on. it's not about being mean or anything. but i don't see the point. call me someone who gives up easily but whats the point of holding on if the other party doesn't want to. friendship needs effort on both sides of the party. move on friends. although i'm sad that we aren't as close as before sometimes, i'm still glad we were once able to create really incredibly happy memories. that's my take away.
stop relying on people. be independent. try to solve it by yourself first before asking others for help. reflect upon your actions and learn to visit yourself once in awhile. cos we're moving too fast to keep up with change, the first one we forget about is us.
21:02 | back to top
Monday, January 24, 2011
999th :)
went for acupuncture today. freaking pain. but i overcame it :) although i was covering my eyes haha. now that i know i can tolerate this, my limit can go further :) be more tolerant of pain and everything else.
hush hush.
p/s last post will be a summary of everything+hyunseung+lots of farewell things before i close the blog!
wait for it kkkk :)
00:21 | back to top
Sunday, January 23, 2011
no matter what i do, it won't go away.
mixing salt and sugar, picking them out 1 by 1.
don't know don't know don't know.
00:34 | back to top
Saturday, January 15, 2011
we aren't close friends, but this is probably the only thing i can share my views on.
we all meet a certain someone in life. that person taught us things in life that we never knew, brightens up our life and for that moment of time, always being there. slowly bit by bit, feelings grow and before you know it, you're deeply involved in it.
at that moment in time i guess thats when life was at it's peak. just wanting to have more joy and form closer bonds with him.. close friends :) you might find yourself doing things for him that you yourself wouldn't do at all. he would be your priority. you just can't help not not doing things for him be it tangible or intangible.
but things started to change and you'll realise, maybe both are not meant to be. so near yet so far. trying to fight against the current of events that separated you from him, turns out that we're just drifting further and further away from each other, rendering it futile.
you might feel empty. as if something disappeared from you. like 'was everything worth it?' it depends. we'll blame ourselves for being stupid,dumb, being unable to control our emotions and everything else. we'll feel insecure and cautious about ourselves.
why were we holding on? wasn't it a pity to let go? why did we even let it start in the first place if we knew things were going to be this way?
but the other party doesn't wait.
we may have been foolish once but at least, this experience helps us toe the line. you can say it protects us. keep the happier memories for yourself. it's over already but you can say we once had memories that were irreplaceable by others, something that only you and him share.
but i'll have to salute you for being courageous and doing those which i would never dreamt of at all. i never got my answer, but you had yours.
it's impossible to totally detach yourself from all these mess, slowly but surely you'll be able to do it. you'll get out of it, you'll pull through. it's okay to be dumb once, and we won't be the next time round.
"'cos if both are so hesitant about something, doesn't it mean something?"
be strong :) it's mentally taxing but you can do it!!!
i don't know if this helps but. yeah. hahahaha :)
02:10 | back to top
Sunday, January 09, 2011
gonna live 2011 like patrick star.
5 more posts till i hit 1k OMG. then i'll close this blog and lock my whereabouts!
18:02 | back to top
Saturday, January 08, 2011
chiscake`` is lauGRhing! says:
*you know
*i'm shy
*HA
*OMG
*hAHAHAA
hy says:
*with handphone number and email somemore
*HAHAHA
chiscake`` is lauGRhing! says:
*DONT CALL ME
hy says:
*not me
chiscake`` is lauGRhing! says:
*EH MY EMAIL
*use
hy says:
*lecturers MIGHT call you
chiscake`` is lauGRhing! says:
*--------@gmail.com
hy says:
*HAHA WHY?
chiscake`` is lauGRhing! says:
*it sounds less fake
*call me?
*then i
*"hello? interview? whr got. don't have lah"
hy says:
*WAH
*YOU
*DIE
chiscake`` is lauGRhing! says:
*"thy? who is that?"
hy says:
*I SWEAR
*I WILL
*SABOTAGE
*YOU
chiscake`` is lauGRhing! says:
*HAHAHAHHAHAA
hy says:
*WHEN IT COMES TO B2ST
chiscake`` is lauGRhing! says:
*okay. peace \/
hy says:
*HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
emotional blackmail towards a fangirl at its best.
00:41 | back to top
Tuesday, January 04, 2011
do you feel the uneasiness in your heart?
know it well and remember it
cos' you can't simply transfer the guilt to others
where one has to take responsibility of their own sins
-by dengeki daisy.
20:33 | back to top
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fine Friday, February 25, 2011
all good things must come to an end. happy 1000th beloved chiscake.bs!
i daresay you've been with me though the ups and downs in life. growing up with me. it's not because i've grown up and stopped relying on you already. you've written so many pages in my life, filling it with colours and expressions that only you and me know best :)
for being there when i was immature, stupid, foolish, happy, sad, pissed everything. well, not like you had a choice anyway. but i guess this is a lesson learnt, that it's time to be more independent, stop relying on others. when i feel upset or what, i'll learnt to hold it in, stop being a burden to others.
there's just so many things to say! but i can't drag this anymore :( i really want to apologise for hurting people through my blog in the past. i was such a freaking bitch. although i still am but i'm more reasonable now haha :)
i don't know if i'll be blogging at the other blog heeeee. but i do know that i'm planning to start a business in dec after A lvls! planning :) it's money making time $_$
right now i needa focus on my studies. sighhhhhhhhhhhh :( 5years 5 years :)))
i should stop being stupid right? if someone has changed, then it's time to move on. it's not about being mean or anything. but i don't see the point. call me someone who gives up easily but whats the point of holding on if the other party doesn't want to. friendship needs effort on both sides of the party. move on friends. although i'm sad that we aren't as close as before sometimes, i'm still glad we were once able to create really incredibly happy memories. that's my take away.
stop relying on people. be independent. try to solve it by yourself first before asking others for help. reflect upon your actions and learn to visit yourself once in awhile. cos we're moving too fast to keep up with change, the first one we forget about is us.
21:02 | back to top
Monday, January 24, 2011
999th :)
went for acupuncture today. freaking pain. but i overcame it :) although i was covering my eyes haha. now that i know i can tolerate this, my limit can go further :) be more tolerant of pain and everything else.
hush hush.
p/s last post will be a summary of everything+hyunseung+lots of farewell things before i close the blog!
wait for it kkkk :)
00:21 | back to top
Sunday, January 23, 2011
no matter what i do, it won't go away.
mixing salt and sugar, picking them out 1 by 1.
don't know don't know don't know.
00:34 | back to top
Saturday, January 15, 2011
we aren't close friends, but this is probably the only thing i can share my views on.
we all meet a certain someone in life. that person taught us things in life that we never knew, brightens up our life and for that moment of time, always being there. slowly bit by bit, feelings grow and before you know it, you're deeply involved in it.
at that moment in time i guess thats when life was at it's peak. just wanting to have more joy and form closer bonds with him.. close friends :) you might find yourself doing things for him that you yourself wouldn't do at all. he would be your priority. you just can't help not not doing things for him be it tangible or intangible.
but things started to change and you'll realise, maybe both are not meant to be. so near yet so far. trying to fight against the current of events that separated you from him, turns out that we're just drifting further and further away from each other, rendering it futile.
you might feel empty. as if something disappeared from you. like 'was everything worth it?' it depends. we'll blame ourselves for being stupid,dumb, being unable to control our emotions and everything else. we'll feel insecure and cautious about ourselves.
why were we holding on? wasn't it a pity to let go? why did we even let it start in the first place if we knew things were going to be this way?
but the other party doesn't wait.
we may have been foolish once but at least, this experience helps us toe the line. you can say it protects us. keep the happier memories for yourself. it's over already but you can say we once had memories that were irreplaceable by others, something that only you and him share.
but i'll have to salute you for being courageous and doing those which i would never dreamt of at all. i never got my answer, but you had yours.
it's impossible to totally detach yourself from all these mess, slowly but surely you'll be able to do it. you'll get out of it, you'll pull through. it's okay to be dumb once, and we won't be the next time round.
"'cos if both are so hesitant about something, doesn't it mean something?"
be strong :) it's mentally taxing but you can do it!!!
i don't know if this helps but. yeah. hahahaha :)
02:10 | back to top
Sunday, January 09, 2011
gonna live 2011 like patrick star.
5 more posts till i hit 1k OMG. then i'll close this blog and lock my whereabouts!
18:02 | back to top
Saturday, January 08, 2011
chiscake`` is lauGRhing! says:
*you know
*i'm shy
*HA
*OMG
*hAHAHAA
hy says:
*with handphone number and email somemore
*HAHAHA
chiscake`` is lauGRhing! says:
*DONT CALL ME
hy says:
*not me
chiscake`` is lauGRhing! says:
*EH MY EMAIL
*use
hy says:
*lecturers MIGHT call you
chiscake`` is lauGRhing! says:
*--------@gmail.com
hy says:
*HAHA WHY?
chiscake`` is lauGRhing! says:
*it sounds less fake
*call me?
*then i
*"hello? interview? whr got. don't have lah"
hy says:
*WAH
*YOU
*DIE
chiscake`` is lauGRhing! says:
*"thy? who is that?"
hy says:
*I SWEAR
*I WILL
*SABOTAGE
*YOU
chiscake`` is lauGRhing! says:
*HAHAHAHHAHAA
hy says:
*WHEN IT COMES TO B2ST
chiscake`` is lauGRhing! says:
*okay. peace \/
hy says:
*HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
emotional blackmail towards a fangirl at its best.
00:41 | back to top
Tuesday, January 04, 2011
do you feel the uneasiness in your heart?
know it well and remember it
cos' you can't simply transfer the guilt to others
where one has to take responsibility of their own sins
-by dengeki daisy.
20:33 | back to top
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